Volume V, Issue 1 - Winter 2006 - "Memory"

Poets: Rachel Mallino

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Guilty In Six Minutes

10 years pass like the slip of key
into a lock, the door swings broad

and I return, easy in this familiar kitchen
where your mother speaks in southern slang
 
as we chat over coffee.
I’m a woman now, eyes and hips full
 
as my memories; your mother eases
into hers and I chase those words--
 
"the jury returned in six minutes,
said he was guilty."
 
--they bounce off wooden floors
like a child’s runaway ball.
 
"At fifteen he dirtied his fingernails
with skin of a man he murdered.
 
Then he packed his bags, crawled
into our bed and whispered
 
how much he loved it there."
 
I draw in country air as it turns
to cinder, nose hair burns
 
and I look out the window towards
the dusty road you and I once
 
kicked rocks down, we were fifteen
holding hands when you admitted
 
why you couldn’t sleep. So, you warmed
your sheets at night, stroked my hair

when my skin hung low off bones,
black circles branded my eyes.
 
10 years later, they unlock wrists
from behind your back
 
you mouth my name, reach long
for my hair, and remember fifteen.


Rachel Mallino ©2004

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